I Want Balance
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Impartiality —– Distance —– Coldness —– Justice
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Objective mind—– Criticism —– Being clever —– Insensivity
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Decision —– Intellect —– Analysis —– Realism —– Severity
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Responsibility —– Rationality —– Clear vision —– Logic and reason
With every passing day I learn more & more, & it feels good to know that I , yeah that’s right me , I have the keys to my mind & I can unlock this gate anytime I feel, & flood my mind with a wealth of knowledge. Some people will look at this & with a closed mind, will say that I have lost my mind. Well if you know me, I have lost my mind a long time ago!! The Justice card, number eleven, with it’s sick design teaches me about having good balance in my life, only I can judge me, only I can pass judgement on those that allow me to hear their cases in this Kings Court. The bible says " judge not for ye one day will be judged " who really has the right to judge? I don’t judge because it’s not my place to tell you what’s right & what’s wrong, you will have to figure that one out yourself. Why in relationships we judge our lovers so badly? We all are human & we make mistakes that really don’t require judgement, it just requires a little understanding!! Me I consider myself a very open-minded person, at times a little too open-minded, but having a open-mind don’t mean that I don’t feel things that makes me want to say that you are wrong & I am right! I just choose not to do that because, what’s right for me, can be all bad for you in your mind so why would I try to change that!! I wish I could get the world to see things my way, but what fun would that be? Let people be who they gonna be, & you mite see that person for who they truely are! I feel like I am going through a mid-life crisis because my mind has open-up so wide that I see very clear now, the only problem I am having, is trying to get the people around me to understand that my thought process is very well put together! I wish growing-up I would had this clear train of thought that I have now, but since it’s did’nt happen that way, I call it Divine Justice. God will only give you what you are ready for! Now that my mind has caught up to my body, I even see it now, that being exposed to a wealth of information, I seem to better retain it now that I am a little more logical!! The Scale is for balance & the sword is for right action, I will argue that if you have right action, & balance, you will have justice!! Justice represents the understanding that life is ultimately fair and just. Even though the vagaries of day-to-day life tend to make us doubt this fact, Justice reminds us that there is divine balance. Nobody will ever understand what you see out your eyes, but just know that their are written & unwritten laws that govern the way Justice is handed out, so just know that, the justice I am speaking of, is the justice of your life, that if you balance the things in your life, & when you have trials & you make right action of the trials that you are going through, you will have justice, you will have justice that no judge can give you , you will have Divine Justice, this justice will provide that light that we all are in search of!~!
Kingtay I
