The Gentle Lion

- Self control —– Being solid —– Patience —– Compassion
- Composure —– Stability —– Perseverance —– Moderation
- Kindness —– Gentleness —– Slowness —– Softness
- Serenity —– Comprehension —– Discipline —– Inner strength
Yesterday I looked into my sons eyes & we had a talk, He is only one years old, so we did’nt use any words, we had a silent conversation that had more meaning then any words anyone could say to me. He has a great understanding for the world around him. This morning I looked into his eyes & I asked him was he OK, & just as if having a talk with someone my own age, he said yeah, with the most peaceful look I ever saw in his eyes. From his eyes I have learned & got strength, I’m not weak he won’t allow that from his father!! I don’t care who you are in my life, what must be understood is that, that’s my dude!! I don’t have any male friends, so begining when he was a baby, all the while I would hold him I would always speak to him as if he was my best friend. When his mother was not around I would let him know that he had to be my best friend all the time. Now He looks at me as such at lease from my perception!~! I can tell when he is mad at me, I can see his little personality finding itself in a house full of women. Kingtay II will very much be like his father in the ALPHA-MALE department, he loves to be in control of his surroundings, he’s a little guy now but I can only vision him as a young adult with the attitude of his father. (You women will have hell to pay!!) The Strength card is a card that is wrapped in Mystery. I have chosen this strength card because it reminds me of my son & I!! Most of the time you will see a women taming a lion as the card of strength, now this just the short version & now back to the story of the fool , well he is going on his way when in his path he hears a lion! He becomes very nervous as he gets closer to the sound but can’t see the lion!! As he gets closer to the sound, he see’s a lady with her hand in the lions mouth, & by sheer will alone she is opening & closing the lions mouth. So the fool asked the lady, How did she do that? Her answer was short & sweet!! WILL POWER!! Now even the unenlighten should know a little something about will power! The will of a person is really that strong that you can tame anything you want, life is all about taming the demons of your life! Now me I look at the card & begin to think of my life & I say that I am a gentle lion, but you can’t tame me!! You can just hope that our paths are the same, so we can travel in the same direction! I have been trying to be as open-minded as I can about the way I view how people just want control over you, so they can feel more like they have great will power to tame the wild beast in man. Will-Power should be use on a very mental level so that you tame your inner-self. I promised that I would’nt repeat this, due to the fact that someone told me that everyone would think me to be crazy. But really do I care what people think? (No) Well I have been bragging for the last 22 days as of today!! That I Kingtay with great will power of the mind hypnotize myself, that’s right myself, to help me quit smoking cancer sticks. Well I am crazy as hell because it worked, I am day 22 no cancer sticks & no urges to smoke or buy them. Yeah that’s strange & I even gave myself a motto & the motto is that " if you block something out your mind for seven & threefold days (7+7+7=21 days) you will free yourself from whatever was holding you back". Well I have great Will power, so don’t try to tame me, try to understand me & life won’t be so hard, we all have will power but the question is what are you using your will for???
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