Find Yourself
The Wizard """"
I Am Not A Fool!
Have you ever saw something that made you view life & the people in your life a little differently? Made you think with all your mind because it reminded you of you!! Today I have a better understanding about the journey my life is on, thanks to just a little learning about Tarot Cards. Althought this may sound strange to most, but the story of the Major Arcana of the Tarot cards spoke to me like it was writen just for me & the path that my life is taking day by day. The first card is numbered 0 called the fool & it don’t mean what the general meaning of what fool means, but today I feel like a fool, but I will clear that up later! I will give you apart of the story of the fool!
The Fool is unmoulded potential, pure and innocent, neither positive nor negative yet containing the possibility of both. He is the unconditioned soul about to come into manifestation for the first time to start learning the lessons of the world. Though everyone calls him a Fool, he does not pay them any attention, and he simply goes on his way. Certainly what they say can be justified, since his ignorance of the world can lead him to do things that more experienced people would never imagine. But in these things he can find knowledge and enlightenment. He does not care what others think or say about him, because he knows that what he is doing is right for him.
Well that’s just the short version of the story of the first card the fool, I’m not going to put the whole story on the page, you can do you own homework. Today is a good day to let the world know that I am not a fool! I do consider myself a late bloomer because of the path my life has taken until now. Today I am 31 years old with the thoughts that I am just starting to live my life the way I see fit, now that may make me the fool!! Most of the time I feel that if I could have explored my imagination of the world a little earlier, I would be a better man by now. My life has not been all that bad if I may say so myself, I have been places that most of you can only dream of, I have seen things with these eyes that most of you only have seen in television shows, so my world is builded on the reality of all the wisdom that I have gotten from real life. That’s why I’m strange in my own little way, I am a humble person with a King like attitude!! Yeah I am rude as hell when you try to take me for a FOOL! Sometimes I am very curious of the way that people view me. That’s been the burning question that I have been racking brain about lately!! I remember the Jaded one saying that she saw Greatness in this King & I will never stop loving her for that statement alone, now my Queen on the other hand, as long as she has known me, has not expressed to me in no-way what she see’s in me at all, it’s like having a very telepathic relationship with someone, baby-girl that’s why I am so distance, I understand words better!! I being a man of sound body & mind now with full understanding of myself declare that in no way in this present day will I ever be a fool again! I have passed being a fool, & if you know me, this is the question that I have been asking people for the last three months? Do you belive in magic? Well now that it’s out there, this brings me back to the Tarot cards & how they just spoke to me like they did! The next two cards in the Tarot is the Magician #1 & the High Priestess #2! Now that’s the strange part to me because I just started to research Tarot cards last week & if you have been reading my blog, you would see that the Preistess has came into my Path already!! As strange as I am begining to sound , we all have a little something in us that lets us predict what’s coming next in our life, that’s what got me interested in Magic. Not your first thought of magic, like making a penny disappear, but the thought of tapping into myself, to find all the answers about myself, learn about others, & what’s coming next in my life, with only the natural science of my mind. So today I proclaim that I am on my way, to travel the path that all great minds have traveled to find them-selfs & find that hidden something that lies inside all of us if only you will it to be. So today I am the Magician, with my mind firmly on the path ahead, so if you disagree with me or the way my life is going disappear, save us all the trouble of trying to figure out what you want, I know what I need & want in my life, I need Magic!!
Kingtay I
