My First Subject
Bow-down before your King!! Today is a good day, today one of my most loyal subjects will be Knighted before this court. This King is most proud of the progress that you have made, but upon reading a letter sent by you, I King was at a lost for words. But after much trial & error, hell for the last two days my computer has been acting-out, so it made me think am I suppose to write this at all. I think I should, you have been warned, Oh yeah you gone get-it!! Well where do I start, first let me say I love you, I think you know I love you, I Kingtay infront of my most loving Queen & yourself explained how much I love you, to put everything on the table. The time that we have spent was not in vain but what was in vain to me was the way you agreed to support me from afar. Now that hurt, that made me look at you a little differently. Were you really my friend?? The whole time althought in a state of confusion waiting for my little Prince to be born, I spent that time getting to know you! I don’t want you to think that I am upset but this should explain why I just stepped away. To think you would let me Dishonor myself to make you happy is besides me. Why do I meet all the only children or women with the only child syndrome? I don’t understand you, try to compare me to another & it’s hard. I am one of a kind!! I heard what you saying about me & it aint cool but that don’t upset me, but to not tell the whole story is another story within itself. That upsets me!! The title of this is My First Subject so let me explain with fire in my heart. I RAISED YOU so don’t get to big for your shoes. I gave you game so don’t overstep bounds. I am King, you Crowned me as such & I can’t take that away from you, but remember I am King & you know why, I even showed you how that little thang in between you legs work, so don’t be disrespectful. You know every inch of me & I every inch of you so like I said yesterday you gone take this whippin with a grain of salt! How could you even fix your mouth to say ugly things about me when I gave you the love that I had reserved for another. That’s right things did get out of control & now you can’t seem to control your mouth. If I make you so unhappy then why all the concern? Ok I’ll stop now I have said to much but just remember the deal no hard feelings!!!
So bow-down, today and from now on you will be my Knight of the burning heart. I love the fire of your soul!!!
Kingtay I
What the hell?? You trippin. What did you learn from your first subject? Is your first subject still your present subject?…I mean as far as your heart goes. Is that why you chose to address her? People say and do the things that they do because of hurt feelings and disappointment. Does your first subject have a bandage over a heart that is hemorrhaging over the wound caused by situations that occurred during the course of your relationship? Remember everything is relative……..
Comment by Jade — @
Its so funny you write this and then have the adacity to slap me in my face and think its hillarious. What is wrong with you? Never mind. Its not for me to know. I dont have that bottom bitch syndrom and I am not going to get use to it either. King this will be the last time I write to you, speak to you or anything. I am through and I wish you all the best. Your first subject was knighted and cut deeply all at the same time all for the entertainment of a person who never deserved to be crowned by me. No crown or responsibility is greater than losing myself for a second time. One thing you didn’t give me is the power of good- bye!
Comment by Choas — @