My Way
Mercy, Mercy, I say . I have had enough, about all that I can take without wanting to hurt you or myself. Like a great King once said, can’t we all just get along.((HA-HA)) Now none of that made any sense to me. So moving on!! This King has been charged with felony selfishness of the heart. Well I guess , I would say that I don’t see it that way at all. My plea will be not guilty, but most in my court will disagree. I can be a little one sided at times, with the way that I veiw things & how things really are. Sometimes I get so caught up in my own thoughts that I won’t hear your’s at all, but selfishness is not a thing that I claim to fame about. Born under the earth sign of Virgo, my feet stand firmly upon earth, the ground work of my life’s plan. What’s the plan? Not to be complacent & be as easy going as I can be, without letting my ever changing mind get in the way. I have , I mean really have, been trying to work on my focus, & that goes for all the aspects of this life that I’ve been granted. Like always though, being a mental person I think to much. I see things that are not there, & sometimes I’m way off the charts when I should just relax & not look so deep into something that’s so simple. If I may say so myself, without offending the most loving Queen I ever had, I have as King been in the company of another. Nothing that my Queen should be worried about! This Princess I will call her, has embrace this King as one of her own, has givin my ever evolving mind much knowledge about myself as King, to help me make myself a better King. I may walk with head high like any King does or should do, but I Kingtay am not afraid to admit that I suffer from the same self esteem problems that the rest of the masses suffer from. So I guess that’s why I don’t understand this charge of selfishness!! Yes it’s true I am guilty of foul negligence of others feelings, but I only do what’s best for my own pride. Accuse me of having great pride & you got me! That’s all I will confess to!! Once their was a Jaded Queen who by her own definition of her name verb wise performed all kinds of mental olympics on this King that made me fold under the pressure of myself. No disrespect to the Jaded one who I met as a young Prince years ago, Jade provided my mind with much ecstasy, with her blissful charm & caring eyes, but her approach put a flag of caution in my mind, although any man would feel King-like under her control. But this Princess whose words speak venom that start at my brain & moves threw my vains has awaken something hidden in my soul that I can’t explain. Her eyes are as gentle as a Priest, maybe I should call her the Priestess because of her demeanor. But her mind has got me at a lost for words. Some people, like myself are confusing in their speech toward another, but not a problem with my Priestess who has for once thought this King that things will not be his way at all. Very much my type in every sense of the word, just what I like the three B’s. 1)Beautiful mind. 2)Beautiful body 3)Beautiful soul, My Triad of love!! She has or I should say, got my nose wide open because I feel that she won’t give herself to me like most women I meet. But like most women, she likes to play mind games to see what a King is made out of . To be honest I just want to be her friend, her friendship is of more importance to me then her physical body rightnow. To be a man I know that sounds strange, but it’s my way rightnow. I King don’t have time to provide any kind of pleasure for anothers body without the soul of that body to go with it. I’ve always been the type to go for the heart when I deal with people but this just feels different to me. It could be the trials in my world, that got me a little on the gentle side when it comes to this Priestess, but I refuse to cross the line this time for the sake of my own heart. I see caring of heart in my Queen, perfection in Jade, & the words of a eternal God in my Priestess. If this sounds funny to you imagine how I feel! Out of three women I can tell you what I love about them, but it’s all different effects of love that I feel for them. I would die for my Queen without a second thought, but to her I’m selfish because we don’t see eye to eye about the other above mention women. So like the picture that’s at the top of the page, I stand high & I stand strong in my convictions, so don’t try to make me see things your way. I have my own way on how I see things, so if that makes me selfish, I’m selfish I am that I am!!
Kingtay I
