The Eye of a King
Today I woke up but when I stepped outside, I could feel the sun bounce against my skin like no other feeling I have ever had or ever felt before in my life. Today feels strange,my mind feels light, almost like I can touch the heavens. I’m really searching. I’m really trying to understand everything around me good & bad. I sit sometimes and watch KingtayII, in his every move, in his every thought, because I truely think & feel with all my heart that I am in view of a God. The child I willed, the child I love, is teaching me much more about life & God then any book ever known. I watch with a eye of concern when he falls, when he speaks my ear is attentive to every sound he utters. This fills my heart with Pride, this makes my life all the worth while. I write this in expression to the Glory of the little God’s in this world that makes Man, Men & what makes the women the mother of the earth. By the way I want or do live my life some would seem to think that I don’t have any respect for women. Respect is all about what you think about it, because what’s disrespectful to you may be something that don’t affect another. Me I do right by others or at lease I try to. I never want to hate & If I ever told you, I love you it’s because I do , they are not just words to me. My love is strange, My love is strong. Their is something OMNIPOTENT about the love that I do give. In my everyday a new LOVE comes & goes in one breath & out another. Does that make me mad? (When I say mad I mean crazy) I was put on this earth to give love & to never take it away unless you dont want me to have it anymore. You can’t JUDGE me, because you don’t see out my eyes. You can only, if you are lucky, hope to understand what’s in these eyes of mine. Understanding, the biggest misconception in the world. What do you really understand besides yourself? The inner workings of anothers mind is so complex that science has givin up & left you to figure it out on your own.. Everyday I dig more & more into my mind, only to know that sometimes I have traveled to far & that I must return home to this earth I live in that I call my body. My job is so boring that I don’t have nothing but time to read books about things that intrest my ever evolving mind. The more I learn the happier I seem to be. The more I write the better I can express myself. I’ve always had a way with words but you never heard them, my MAGIC took you away to a place you never seen before, you were so trap in your own thoughts that you never heard mind. People see what they want to see, & who can argue that fact? You may think you know me, but you truly don’t. You only know what you want to know or what I’ve showed you about me. This is going to sound stange, but take a look at the people in your life & figure out , what they are not tellin you about themselfs & then you will view the world a little differently. Things will seem as strange as things seem to me in this world of minds. Yes we stay on Earth, but every person you pass has their own unique world or earth in their mind. I am in a world of my own some may say & so are many of you. But who will admit it ? Who will dare stand strong & wise & admit that this world of my mind is unbreakable, unshakeable, & untameable? None of you, But do you want to know why? Because you are more concern with what others think then what you think yourself…………………………………………….
May God Grace Me With Mercy
For I Know NOT What I Do
Kingtay I
