THE KING’S COURT

My Musical Heart

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                                         This morning absolute music ruled my mind. The rhythm of your heart provided an acoutic beat of love for the atmosphere. You may not understand me well but after this, your soul will sing acappella to a twelve-tone musical scale while I touch your skin with precision as my only means to tune your body. Damn I’m good!! If I may say so myself, but today & everyday from now on I will be that prelude that will provide rhapsody to the one I sarenade with serialism. That’s right baby you gone need a dictionary to understand the way my heart is on a sanft run of programed music from your sweet lips to the oblique motion of your key signature hips. Today this music drama is just starting all over again, so if you think I’m crazy now’s your time to say so!! The sweet symphony tone of your voice provides me with all the monothematic nocturne that I will need in life-time, so why must we subject our-selfs to an adagio tempo. I once told you I was an artist, do you belive me now. I may not be that good with a paint brush, or even the best yet with my hands resting firmly on the piano of your heart, but if you give me a chance to romance these words that I have build inside this strange mind of mines, I will give you music, I will give you music that will provide an anthem for your augmented soul. I some how get a kick on how strange I can be, but it aint no thang, I know I’m sane. You know it to that’s why you want me around, I provide binery form to your most intermost song forms. You make my heart sing a votive when I’m near you, you make my ears root position everytime I hear you. I speak of you in my dreams, as if the orchestration of my mind you can hear in your sleep. But don’t say anything just smile & know that this is the way I felt today, like my heart was filled with Music.

Kingtay I

The Brimstone of Truth

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                                                  Close your eyes, do you hear that? Welcome to my mind!! What do you want from me? I ask this question with love in my mind & anger in my heart. You ask me to be honest with you & I have done that, all I want is for you to understand me. How come when it’s time for me to speak my truth, you turn a deaf ear! Why must you be this way? What’s wrong with you? Matter of fact what’s wrong with me? I ask you time & time again what do you want from me? You give no words to indicate in what direction you want me to go. You say that when I write, you understand what I’m talking about, well how is it when I speak to you in your face we don’t see eye to eye on the words that I try to impress on you from my soul. My heart is all your’s if you want it, but my mind is all mine, but I will share it with you if you let me or if you want me to. I just don’t want to lie anymore I am a new man, I want to be all that you need & all that you hoped for in a life time, but most of all I don’t want to mislead you. I love you my Queen & you mite not see how deep my love runs for you, but I will kill & die for you. Can you at lease see that I can’t see my world without you. This is personal but you don’t hear me unless I’m not there in your face!! I really don’t understand what’s going wrong between us, we have a grave break-down in our communication to each-other, but know this & know this well. I found out that you were a great investigator, so I stopped all that sneaky shit, with the hopes of being a better man & a more honest man. I for the sake of my own mind, just wanted to be as up front with you as I can be, but more & more you make me see that this don’t seem to be enough. Do you love me? Sometimes I don’t know, What did you really fall in love with? Maybe you should try a little truth of your own to see what you really want!! If it’s me that’s fine, If it’s not me that’s cool to, but just note that we will always be apart of each-others lives for the sake of the little Prince. I may be doing alot of rambling in the letter to you but it’s time for you to sit down & really hear what I got to say. You read most of the things I write & think some how it’s about you. Well baby I must inform you other wise that this is the first attempt in this letter alone that I have made to reach you & only you. I write from my heart, speak from my mind & most of all It’s has nothing to do with you, this blog is for me to understand me & what I see. Maybe I should have never gave you the address if you were going to judge me. I tell everybody that I care anything about, you can’t judge me. You are not my God, you are my Queen, & you should act according. What’s your place? You are my ever-loving sprit of life, your job is to make life worth living everyday. That’s what you are suppose to provide for me, I love all the small things you do for me like, your cooking, a clean house, ironed & clean clothes, but what you have not provide is a stable sense of mind for me. Now let me explain, I being a well spoken thug if I may say so myself have a great need for mental understanding. It’s like casting a spell on the one you love. You must understand that the one you hold most dear to your heart at no time you are apart. It’s a mental connection that I long for in my world, the sort of understanding that let’s me end you statements for you & vice-versa. I have tried to let you in but you don’t want to travel passed my heart. Come into my mind, my love, I welcome you with open arms. That’s the only way to get close to me is threw my mind. My love making is mental because belive it or not I have to make you cum all in your pants before I touch you. If that don’t sound crazy then I don’t know what does. A mental connection that holds me accountable for what’s wrong in your heart of hearts. I once told you that I wish I had met you alot earlier in my life and maybe I would be a different man by now. Do you even know that I think the world of you? You are my world so why don’t you come into my world? How can you live in a house with someone that you are afraid to get close to? What sense does that make? What do you want me to do? I mean their are plenty willing to take the trip with me to the odyssey of my mind, but I did’nt marry them I married you so it’s your job my Queen! You can’t begin to question anybody about the relationship I have with them until you anwser a few questions yourself. Think about it!!!

Kingtay I

My Way

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                                             Mercy, Mercy, I say . I have had enough, about all that I can take without wanting to hurt you or myself. Like a great King once said, can’t we all just get along.((HA-HA)) Now none of that made any sense to me. So moving on!! This King has been charged with felony selfishness of the heart. Well I guess , I would say that I don’t see it that way at all. My plea will be not guilty, but most in my court will disagree. I can be a little one sided at times, with the way that I veiw things & how things really are. Sometimes I get so caught up in my own thoughts that I won’t hear your’s at all, but selfishness is not a thing that I claim to fame about. Born under the earth sign of Virgo, my feet stand firmly upon earth, the ground work of my life’s plan. What’s the plan? Not to be complacent & be as easy going as I can be, without letting my ever changing mind get in the way. I have , I mean really have, been trying to work on my focus, & that goes for all the aspects of this life that I’ve been granted. Like always though, being a mental person I think to much. I see things that are not there, & sometimes I’m way off the charts when I should just relax & not look so deep into something that’s so simple. If I may say so myself, without offending the most loving Queen I ever had, I have as King been in the company of another. Nothing that my Queen should be worried about! This Princess I will call her, has embrace this King as one of her own, has givin my ever evolving mind much knowledge about myself as King, to help me make myself a better King. I may walk with head high like any King does or should do, but I Kingtay am not afraid to admit that I suffer from the same self esteem problems that the rest of the masses suffer from. So I guess that’s why I don’t understand this charge of selfishness!! Yes it’s true I am guilty of foul negligence of others feelings, but I only do what’s best for my own pride. Accuse me of having great pride & you got me! That’s all I will confess to!! Once their was a Jaded Queen who by her own definition of her name verb wise performed all kinds of mental olympics on this King that made me fold under the pressure of myself. No disrespect to the Jaded one who I met as a young Prince years ago, Jade provided my mind with much ecstasy, with her blissful charm & caring eyes, but her approach put a flag of caution in my mind, although any man would feel King-like under her control. But this Princess whose words speak venom that start at my brain & moves threw my vains has awaken something hidden in my soul that I can’t explain. Her eyes are as gentle as a Priest, maybe I should call her the Priestess because of her demeanor. But her mind has got me at a lost for words. Some people, like myself are confusing in their speech toward another, but not a problem with my Priestess who has for once thought this King that things will not be his way at all. Very much my type in every sense of the word, just what I like the three B’s.       1)Beautiful mind. 2)Beautiful body 3)Beautiful soul,  My Triad of love!!   She has or I should say, got my nose wide open because I feel that she won’t give herself to me like most women I meet. But like most women, she likes to play mind games to see what a King is made out of . To be honest I just want to be her friend, her friendship is of more importance to me then her physical body rightnow. To be a man I know that sounds strange, but it’s my way rightnow. I King don’t have time to provide any kind of pleasure for anothers body without the soul of that body to go with it. I’ve always been the type to go for the heart when I deal with people but this just feels different to me. It could be the trials in my world, that got me a little on the gentle side when it comes to this Priestess, but I refuse to cross the line this time for the sake of my own heart. I see caring of heart in my Queen, perfection in Jade, & the words of a eternal God in my Priestess. If this sounds funny to you imagine how I feel! Out of three women I can tell you what I love about them, but it’s all different effects of love that I feel for them. I would die for my Queen without a second thought, but to her I’m selfish because we don’t see eye to eye about the other above mention women. So like the picture that’s at the top of the page, I stand high & I stand strong in my convictions, so don’t try to make me see things your way. I have my own way on how I see things, so if that makes me selfish, I’m selfish I am that I am!!

Kingtay I

Sitting High On The Throne

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Beauty, the quality that gives pleasure to the mind or senses and is associated with such properties of form color, excellence of artistry, truthfullness, and originality. This is the book definition of Beauty. How about that? As King I see Beauty in a whole different way, with no bad comments to what most books say about Beauty. Beauty to me has nothing to do with the way my eye views your exterior, althought what you see with your eyes affects the mind at all times. The beauty of the mind is all that matters to me, matter of fact the definition did speak of giving pleasure to the mind. ((I feel that)) If you ever met me , saw me in passing the question you would most likely asked me is. What are you looking at? I am what most women call a looker, kinda scary for most women who have not had that in their lifetime. Being a looker, now what the hell does that mean? Well I don’t even know sometimes, but it has to do with so I’ve heard about the intense way that I look at & pierce those little windows to your soul. Intense eye contact affects the brain a whole hell of alot more then looking at your breast, you legs , or your butt, so I’ve learned! ((Unless you are a freak)) I love it because words don’t always speak the same as the eyes in most cases & in most cases it will cause a person to not like you at all or fall head over hills in love with you with out any kind of touching at all. ((I like those odds)) Well now I feel like I must at lease say a comment on the book definition on just one word, & that word is Truthfulness. To me that is the best word that this definition of Beauty offers besides mind. Is it not a sign of Beauty to look into the eyes of another & find the soul of their Truthfulness as they sit before you? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. How many times in life are you going to hear that? ((My guess alot)) Most try but it’s hard to bullshit me, my eyes have been trained a little differently, so to make this as complex & simple as I can, most times I dont see what you talking about. It’s like I have a bullshit radar, so if you are saying something to me, but your eyes don’t match what you are talking about, most likely you will hear me say, I missed that! Now if you are reading this blog you may say that damn he has said that alot. Well you lie alot!! That why it is so much beauty in the eye of the beholder! If I was Blind, the Beauty would lay somewhere in the way that I perceive sound. But since I’m not blind. I see very well if I may say so myself. ((Glasses do help))  So today I sit high on the Throne of this Kingdom , with Beauty as one of those words from the tree of life that I understand & will explore until the death of me or until I rid myself of all the ugly that’s around me.((Now that was not nice)) So try it for a year or two, try looking at people in their eyes when they’re talking to you or even when they are not talking to you. See for yourself the Beauty of the eyes that unlock the keys to the soul of another. May God grant you Mercy in your trials, because most people can’t stand it, makes most people feel that you have invaded their personal space. Beauty the word of the day that has as many meanings as your mind can conjure up.

 

Kingtay I

Shaah-Taali Speaks

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Welcome to the Kingdom of Abdul-Aliyy, with a sword in my left hand & the Koran in my right it’s time for a revolution. The fight of our lives are ahead of us as a people. We are a people who would give our life’s for our God, but that won’t be asked of you here. All I want as King to this great Kingdom, is for us as a people to unite as one. Five times a day we praise Allah as one. When this Kingdom is threaten we fight with our last breath as one. This is what makes us strong, makes us view life differently. In the past we were not free to worship our God as free as we are now, but today things have changed for the better. Today with the help of you & I, we can live with peace in our hearts everyday of our lives. Kingtay I has provided us with all the able means to run this Kingdom, but what I must say to you now my brothers & sisters is that I am King, but that also I am here to serve you too, like a King is suppose to do . I am here to serve & protect you all with all the soul that Allah has provided within me. I have been many things but a coward is not one of those things that has any reference to me or my life as I have live it. The man that stands before you now, is a man that will rather die on the stake then to live like a slave. This Kingdom was a gift, but the only gift I truely received was the people that I stand before today. Before me now is the very Fruit of Islam, my hope is that we will as a Kingdom harvest this fruit together. With the help of all hands, we will as a Nation become perfect examples of Allah’s love & mercy to all mankind. When the children of future generations learn, read, & study of our little small piece of God’s green earth, I pray that they will remember this Kingdom as a most friendly reminder of Allah’s grace. We have a duty as a Kingdom & as men of Islam to protect our women, teach our children, &  praise our God, which will take up most of your day. That’s why we are the chosen people of God. It take’s almost perfection to live a Muslim life, & most of the world around us is not cut out for the life we have chosen. So with a sword in my left hand & the Koran in my right may peace be upon you all my brothers & sisters!!!!!                                                

             Shaah-Taali   

                                                                                

طالعهشاہ

King of the Rising Star

You Don’t See What I See

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Simple Or Complex? This question has been pose to the King. Me I feel that I am a simple man with a complex mind. We all try to look into the eyes of another to see what they are thinking. I King have tried but has come up with nothing but confusion. So I don’t try anymore because I did’nt like living in a world of confusion. Some of us are blessed with a gift of that kind of sight but, ninty-five percent of the masses are not equiped with that kind of knowledge. My speech is a different story I must confess, complex most say about the way I talk, it’s always in riddles. Everything to me has a hidden meaning, so I speak this way to express myself if that makes any sense to you at all. If it don’t I really don’t care. I have read many books that are imbedded in my mind, so for someone to not understand me seems to me to be a big misunderstanding in my eyes. With one K.I.S.S I try to (keep-it-simple-stupit) so that I won’t have any problems in my life but, for my gift to be taken out of context, the gift of having an imagination makes me upset because unlike most, I never got to explore the depths of my imagination as a child. A little background this King grew-up poor, no father so at a very young age I had to be the man of the house, so that left no room for what most kids call fun. I Played sports to pass the time away but school had no effect on me or to say the lease it was boring, because I am one of those people who think they know everything. Universal knowledge is a gift from God that we all have, so if you don’t know what I mean do your homework. I am bitter so if you feel this in my words, then you are right. Even the people that you would lay your life on the line for, can’t see out the box that they have created for themselfs. I am a different kind of man I know that, but that’s what makes me special. Matter of fact, that’s what makes me King. This Kingdom stem from the Kingdom of my IMAGINATION that’s my reality. Did I say it to fast for you? A dreamer I have always been but my perception is the only reality I know,& only reality I can express. Along the way I have learned plenty of tricks to get the job done with less efford, but you don’t want to hear about that right? You finding how my mind works would take you to depths under the ocean floor. Ok a little experiment for the sake of your own mind, I will give you a piece of me, a piece of this Universal Knowledge that will make you just except people for who they are, not what they look like or not even what they say out their own mouths. That’s simple enough right? At a very young age I was told that things are not always what they seem. I’m sure you have heard the same thing. The SIMPLE vase you saw at the top of this page is so simple right just a wooden vase with perfection in the grain. Well I put the same vase at the bottom of the page so that you can look at it again. This simple vase enters into my complex mind. Guess what, I see two faces. Look hard or dont look so hard. I see the Duality of Man, now that’s just my mind being complex. Do you get it now my love? Step back take a deep breath, things are never what they seem. Look at the big picture, not just the small one.

KINGTAY I

The Confused Jester

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Why do others smile when I am crying on the inside? I really don’t understand the world that I am living in, for all that it’s worth I really don’t understand myself. With a flash, two blinks, I go from making the world around me smile, happy, to feeling like I want to jump off the highest part of this Kingdom with a rope tied around my neck. What the hell is so funny King, Queen,& Prince. You can’t be laughing with me because if you could see under all this makeup you won’t see a smile, you will see a man, that’s right a man, who for the sake of this Kingdom have degraded himself to make you all feel better about yourselfs, yes your lonely selfs. I see the way the King shrugs at his Mistress, the woman who thinks she’s Queen, but in all sense she’s just a well taken care of prostitute, I see how this King forces his hand on his servants when his orders are not directly followed. This is a King who did not ever grant me the honor of having a wife, so that I could have at lease a family, so that I would at lease feel like a man. I have served this Kingdom with all my heart & all my soul, to provide pleasure for this King & his little Prince. Speaking of the Prince he pulls my nose & laughs, he thinks it’s funny, it’s not. Being that I don’t want to get hung by the only neck I have, I with all the strenth I have in my body, reframe from giving the Prince a good lashing, which all kids deserve when they disrespect adults. I am a man, maybe not the man my mother intended me to be, but I am a man. Some of you don’t understand what I am feeling, but most of you do. Have you ever heard a joke that everyone found funny, laughing loud, but you don’t think it is as funny as the others around you make it out to be? Well I feel this everyday now, everyone is laughing, but I did’nt find the humor in nothing that was said. Is the joke on me or about me, I ask myself sometimes? This has made me cold, almost numb to the emotions that others show around me. This is not the man that I want to be! I am full of joy, full of life, with alot of love to give & I do give it, I give all my love to others for the sake of this Kingdom. Whatever you do don’t feel sorry for me. I just want you to understand & feel the pain of others that you encounter everyday of your life, they maybe even apart your life. You may see alot people in your life smiling, but ask yourself, then ask those around you, those you really care about, are you really happy or are you just pretending to be happy to make me happy! Some people hide their pain for the sake of others, & some people just accept the fact, & some deal with the fact that they will never be happy regardless because no-one cares about their happiness. We all deserve happiness, but how, & what makes us happy is totally up to us as a people, we must start to give a damn about others happiness. We are all human, so their is no reason what so ever to degrade others for you own happiness. Which brings me to Karma. Alot of people think that Karma is about what you do to others coming back the same way. But I Jester have a little of my own knowledge on such a thing. Karma is cause & effect. It’s when you cause a thing in your life to happen , but the plain truth is that, the effect you get from that cause may not always be the same. For instance, I have a very reasonable Cause for wanting to spank the little Prince, for all the cruel things he does to me for the sake of fun, but the Effect of that spanking will be the death of myself. Now is that the same? My point is, the pain others feel may be a Cause of their own making, but for the sake of all mankind see what kind of Effects you can impose to Cause change in someone’s life that will make them feel the Effect of feeling better about themselfs.The Effect is a better Humanity. The homeless guy on the street is not for you to feel proud about yourself. He is their to remind you of your duties to Humanity. That’s why I chose this job, in the begining it was to make people feel good, happy & enjoy life, but now all I feel is confused!


Jester

                 

You Will Never Be Queen!!

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I grieve and dare not show my discontent,
I love and yet am forced to seem to hate,
I do, yet dare not say I ever meant,
I seem stark mute but inwardly to prate.
I am and not, I freeze and yet am burned.
Since from myself another self I turned.
My care is like my shadow in the sun,
Follows me flying, flies when I pursue it,
Stands and lies by me, doth what I have done.
His too familiar care doth make me rue it.
No means I find to rid him from my breast,
Till by the end of things it be supprest.
Some gentler passion slide into my mind,
For I am soft and made of melting snow;
Or be more cruel, love, and so be kind.
Let me or float or sink, be high or low.
Or let me live with some more sweet content,
Or die and so forget what love ere meant.

                                                         

Queen,

With Open Arms

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Warlord,

                                    With pride I send messages of peace & with great honor I am awaiting your return. For your own knowledge it is only right that I let you know, that you are not apart of this Kingdom anymore. You have chosen a path of enlightenment that has no place in my Kingdom. You are a great man, who has gone threw a great many adventures for this Kingdom. I must inform you that all your debts have been paid in full, & that you are not a servent of this Kingdom any longer. Instead I have made provisions for your family, & yourself my faithful Warlord. This was done without your permission & without the knowledge of your wife & son. You have serve me long enough & now I must pay you which no price is enough ,for all the trials of your hard labor. Religious tolerence of a King is the best virtue of any Kingdom & wise men. So don’t think for one instance that this King has not traveled or don’t embrace the path of his most faithful Warlord. I King enbrace your enlightenment, for religion makes us all better men. I am most proud, almost like a father would be of a son. You have shown & given great light to this Kingdom & with great esteem, I Kingtay honor you. I would like to impose on you two great gifts from this Kingdom. The first is a name that is fitting of your new life ahead of you. From the day you arrive at this Kingdom you will be called SHAAH-TAALI. Shaah which means King ,Taali which means rising star.طالعهشاہ   From this day forward you are the King of the rising star, & with great honor I give you this name in hopes the you will provide your people with the knowledge of Islam that I have no knowledge of to give. My next gift is of a conquest of your own making, & now it is all for your own making. You have been provided with one hundred labors that will provide the proper landscape for a King, because that is what you are. The Artist Dontavius has provided this picture of your new Kingdom. That’s your last gift, a Kingdom of your own. With the help of ALLAH I hope you provide a pillar for the Islamic people. I pray that you be a great King with WISDOM of the mind, UNDERSTANDING in your eyes, MERCY in your heart, & VICTORY of the soul that you possess.

The Kingdom of Abdul-Aliyy                                                   Servant of the Most High

With love of my fellow man, I grant you my everlasting Peace & Love.

KingtayI

The Last War

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Dear King,                                                                    

                                           My King, Your Majesty, I Warlord & humble subject, loyal to the Kingdom of KingtayI, write this letter in honor & with great pride to announce that the war has ended. The combat of minds has ended with one swing of my sword of Christ, the Muslims have retreated & vowed to never return in pursue of our Kingdom of our God. Although it was hard to impead my troops to stop the war campain on the premise that these humble men of ALLAH, would in the middle of combat bow-down at lease five times a day in admiration of what they say is the true God of man. My King it is hard for me to write this letter to you, do to the fact that I know that you are a true beliver in our lord Jesus Christ. These men of God got me to thinking about, what do I truely belive in. I have entrusted my lovely wife & son in your care, while I have gone to fight a war that did’nt untill now make any sense. Without your permission, I have taken a wife, & her name is Mohabee, she is of Muslim descent from the Kingdom of Searia, she has given me much knowledge about the God they call Allah. I trust that this will not disappoint you My King. I am about six months away from the Kingdom & with your permission I would like to bring my new bride to the Kingdom with me, that we may receive your full blessings. We also have a son whose name Muhammad, his name means founder of Islam. I would like you to annoint him in full honor of the Kingdom. I ask that you grace him with loving care like that of which you give to your own son KingtayII. I have enclosed the Holy Book of Islam the Koran for your reading pleasure, so that you may with all your heart understand the conflictions of my soul, my King. I have debated three-fold about even writing this letter to you my King, for the fact that I thought you would not agree with the transformation that I have entailed. But with great pride I take this undertaking of my soul with great care, & my hope is that I am still a welcome member of your Kingdom.


SURA XCI.–THE SUN [XXIII.]

In the Name of God, the Compassionate, the Merciful
BY the SUN and his noonday brightness!
By the Moon when she followeth him!
By the Day when it revealeth his glory!
By the Night when it enshroudeth him!
By the Heaven and Him who built it!
By the Earth and Him who spread it forth!
By a Soul and Him who balanced it,
And breathed into it its wickedness and its piety,
Blessed now is he who hath kept it pure,
And undone is he who hath corrupted it!
Themoud in his impiety rejected the message of the Lord,
When the greatest wretch among them rushed up:–
Said the Apostle of God to them,–"The Camel of God! let her drink."
But they treated him as an impostor and hamstrung her.
So their Lord destroyed them for their crime, and visited all alike:
Nor feared he the issue.


The WARLORD

Am I Dreaming

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Arise my son , today is the day that all your dreams may become reality. You have dabbled in the Arts & now it’s time to know that YOU ARE THE POWER OF YOUR DESIRE!!  What do you desire most my King? No don’t say a word! What kind of WIZARD would I be if I did’nt already know? Your desires are hidden from you my King, to see if you would chase after them. How far are you willing to go ? This road could take you to the end of the earth. Are you willing to travel to end of the earth? Are you ready? Don’t be afraid, fear is a tool of the soul to let you know your limitations. But my King, what you must understand & know now, is that there are no limitations. You are in control of your ever waking desire. You hold the key to every thought that impeads the soul of your mind. So what is their to fear? I have come in your dreams many of nights , so that you understand that this world you live in is full of dreams, some lost , some moving round about your soul. When you stop dreaming, you stop living. When you stop living, life will be a dream filled with, not hell but a heavenly realm of sprits of all kinds. Demons with desires of returning to earth to cause Chaos & Destruction. Angels in constant fight with souls to give a better way to lost souls. These Demons you fight them everyday my King. You see them in your ever waking eyes, all threw out your Kingdom. Their is no stopping them, only by control of their means is their progress even slowed. This darkness you now face my dear King will surely pass & the Moon will shine forth, that will bring closer the wave of the oceans of bliss. Greatness you have found by the Grace of God & mind. So don’t worry about things that are out of your hands of control. You are not here to control, only to let be & move according to the LAWS of NATURE…. What are these laws? You may ask my King, but I won’t answer now, I want you to search them out my King. Find the best path to suit self!! Why were you chosen? You may never ask a WIZARD like me! The reason is only apart of you that I can’t share with you, only you can search the depths of your soul to find the answer to this ever burning question. I must leave you now my King, but I will leave you with this!!!  It’s call the TREE OF LIFE!!! FIND THE MEANINGS AND YOU FIND LIFE!!!

THE WIZARD""""

The Eye of a King

Filed under: King

Today I woke up but when I stepped outside, I could feel the sun bounce against my skin like no other feeling I have ever had or ever felt before in my life. Today feels strange,my mind feels light, almost like I can touch the heavens. I’m really searching. I’m really trying to understand everything around me good & bad. I sit sometimes and watch KingtayII, in his every move, in his every thought, because I truely think & feel with all my heart that I am in view of a God. The child I willed, the child I love, is teaching me much more about life & God then any book ever known. I watch with a eye of concern when he falls, when he speaks my ear is attentive to every sound he utters. This fills my heart with Pride, this makes my life all the worth while. I write this in expression to the Glory of the little God’s in this world that makes Man, Men & what makes the women the mother of the earth. By the way I want or do live my life some would seem to think that I don’t have any respect for women. Respect is all about what you think about it, because what’s disrespectful to you may be something that don’t affect another. Me I do right by others or at lease I try to. I never want to hate & If I ever told you, I love you it’s because I do , they are not just words to me. My love is strange, My love is strong. Their is something OMNIPOTENT about the love that I do give. In my everyday a new LOVE comes & goes in one breath & out another. Does that make me mad? (When I say mad I mean crazy) I was put on this earth to give love & to never take it away unless you dont want me to have it anymore. You can’t JUDGE me, because you don’t see out my eyes. You can only, if you are lucky, hope to understand what’s in these eyes of mine. Understanding, the biggest misconception in the world. What do you really understand besides yourself? The inner workings of anothers mind is so complex that science has givin up & left you to figure it out on your own.. Everyday I dig more & more into my mind, only to know that sometimes I have traveled to far & that I must return home to this earth I live in that I call my body. My job is so boring that I don’t have nothing but time to read books about things that intrest my ever evolving mind. The more I learn the happier I seem to be. The more I write the better I can express myself. I’ve always had a way with words but you never heard them, my MAGIC took you away to a place you never seen before, you were so trap in your own thoughts that you never heard mind. People see what they want to see, & who can argue that fact? You may think you know me, but you truly don’t. You only know what you want to know or what I’ve showed you about me. This is going to sound stange, but take a look at the people in your life & figure out , what they are not tellin you about themselfs & then you will view the world a little differently. Things will seem as strange as things seem to me in this world of minds. Yes we stay on Earth, but every person you pass has their own unique world or earth in their mind. I am in a world of my own some may say & so are many of you. But who will admit it ? Who will dare stand strong & wise & admit that this world of my mind is unbreakable, unshakeable, & untameable? None of you, But do you want to know why? Because you are more concern with what others think then what you think yourself…………………………………………….

May God Grace Me With Mercy

For I Know NOT What I Do

                                                                        Kingtay I






















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