In Search of Him
The symbolism of crowning a man King, is that he, resembling
God (on earth), has reached the lowest strata of his sub-consciousness, which predominate as governing his functions. (Of course, those crowned Kings are never such, they symbolise the "hope," not the reality.) Hence the floral nature of and precious stones in design of the crown relate to first principles.
He is King who has reached the dual principle in its simplicity, the
first experience which is all experience . . . . he has no need of
crowns and kingdoms.
I have never denied my invincible purpose. Oh,
silent watcher, thou sleepless eye of the Universe, watch over the
beginning of all my ideas. The misery of the world would seem eternal,
whilst I, in the midst, like an infant not yet smiling, am impervious
in purity , but I dare not claim its service! I am in
eternal want of realization, poor though I be, my contentment is
beyond your understanding. An opinionist, I fear to advocate an
argument, or compromise myself by believing my own doctrines as such .
May they ever be their own expurgers! Fearsome of knowledge,
may my belief be its emptiness, yea, ignorance! From my daring to
believe religions, doctrines, creeds, so shall I hold the jewel of
truth. So am I, simultaneously do I deny that which I affirm,
and hold fast to the "not-necessity, I revert to the Absolute, watch my
intoxication and control- the reaction of Karma. How easy is the Way,
it would seem as though nothing should be said but all unsaid! May my
words be few and pregnant! Alas, the futility of the idea of God has
not yet reached its limit, all men liars, appear striving for insanity
as its climax: while I alone as one prematurely aged, reason tottering
on its throne, remain sane, in positive chastity, confessing no
conscience, no morals- a virgin in singleness of purpose.
A.O.S.
