THE KING’S COURT

My life, as easy as it has been, feels a lot harder to live, then it is to talk about. My love forever growing stronger, makes me feel weak because I have nobody to let the ways grow with. To some this may all sound like some bullshit, but to those who know me, I mean those who really know me, they know that I am hurting. I have only one soul to give, so in turn that makes me selfish. I live life with only one law in mind, thats SELF PRESERVATION, that is what controls the time and space that we spend and have spent together. I can control everything around me to ensure that I don’t get hurt. But one thing that I have not been able to learn is how not to hurt myself. Self the only true friend and enemy ever known, has caused me the greatest pain I will ever know. My heart while at war with my mind has made me understand that their is no true way to understand the gift and power that THE HEART WILL GIVE AND TAKE AWAY. My mind while forever watching, has no tactical means for the HEART  who is hard at work, with love as it’s number one goal. Some may trick themselfs into thinking  that LOVE will concur all. I have tried to tricked myself into thinking that my mind can over power my heart. Everyday I live this way, I kill off the best part of me little by little.To those who have ever heard my voice and looked into my eyes, stood still enough to let me touched their hand, they understand. Not that I am full of myself, but to be honest  I am blessed with a gift that I feel could only come from the MOST HIGH….

TO MY SUBJECT, WHO THIS SUBJECT IS NOT ABOUT, NO NEED TO HIDE ANYMORE IT’S TIME YOU COME OUT. LET IT BE KNOWN WHATS REALLY GOING ON !!! NO MORE TEARS I WANT YOUR JOY,  WHO WILL CAST THE FIRST STONE?

                                                                  YOUR MAJESTY,

                                                                 KINGTAY