THE KING’S COURT

The Man Behind The Madness

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illusion

                                                            Slowly as I begin to find my way , I stop for a moment to collect my thoughts! Born the son of a sharecropper, love the sharecrop of the times, a love child by any definition of the word… Here is the story as it was given to me, by this madman who called himself King!~ This will be my last illusion, The picture~ I have no need for Kingships anymore, I have found my way beyond any shadow of a doubt.. I would like to thank all those who kept my mind intrigue through this whole process of a man, who became a Magician of the heart!~ My new blog will be called Loves Rituals, & I wont be King anymore, my mind is past this Kingship, I am on a whole nother playing field.. Learning about the eyes have made me much more then a King!~ I have, in some words became a Master!~! A Master of this small universe of my mind, I have grown with the help of all those involved, all of you, whose names have become, the universe in which my mind dwells.. I have a greater understanding for the world around me now, some would say, I view life like my Son, with great amusement of this illusion around me.. So with all that said, I can keep evolving in my writing skills, so that I too will become a great Artistian, in which all will remember me in Sprit.. Time has no meaning for this man of mystery, time was made so that the slaves of the world understood the difference of being asleep, & being awake.. If I were you, don’t really try to understand that statement much, or just don’t think to much about it.. I know that I am crazy, or just out of the ordinary, but who are you to judge that for me?… Out of all the crazy things I have said, & done,  I have never said that another was crazy because, we all are unstable at some point or another@!~ The trick to the mind, is to know how to only let that small part of yourself out only on command! That’s mind control, that’s understanding yourself, I have learned this, I have been a puppet for the world to get it’s laughs from. I have gained the most from this, so the joke is on the world.. We are living in a time where self has outweighted God four to one because of their being a Church on every corner like the dope-man.. God for a dime , ten percent of your take home pay!~ Well if you would just listen to the world around you, listen with the ear of a learning babe, God is to be found everywhere!~ Love is the tool of the Gods of this world.. What type of love you will accept is totally up to you!! I have spend a while learning about, I, WE, US, & THEY, so this will be my last lesson as KIng!@!~

I, was given to man, so that man understood that he, & he alone stood by himself, & he, man, must fall by himself. WE, may understand the samethings, WE, may die for the same causes, but We, are two, & if We, two combine, WE, become US, –US-  is what THEY fear, then THEY, will try to keep US apart, the way of the world by KIngtay I!~!   

Until forever, May Kingtay II Be a great King!

KIngtay I

Where The Love

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                                                            His birth date and birthplace are unknown. Valentine’s name does not occur in the earliest list of Roman martyrs, that compiled by the Chronographer of 354.

The feast of St. Valentine was first decreed in 496 by Pope Gelasius I, who included Valentine among those "… whose names are justly reverenced among men, but whose acts are known only to God." As Gelasius implied, nothing is known about the lives of any of these martyrs.

                                                  Today is a day for lover’s, who will dare say that love does’nt exsist today… All threw-out life, I have always wanted to know where this day made for the lover’s came from! The day was in all intention to be design for poets to express LOVE threw words!~ The written word, not for all the cards we all go to buy from the drug stores!~  Most all the holidays we love so much come from a Saint, who wanted to also be remembered for the love that they showed to the world!@! Why must we wait, I mean wait on certain days to express the way we feel for another!! Everyday should be the day that you tell someone, you love them, & you will love them always!@! Lost in the underworld of my thoughts, I am learning everyday, that the people in this world, the people in your world, need to be let know, that you love them everyday… Today is not a day for new loves! What about the love of someone old in your life? A love lost…  At some point, I lost my way!! I would say that I have given up on love as a concept!~ All because,(No-one will ever love Kingtay, like Kingtay, love Kingtay!~)  Selfish love, selfish love has been the way of the unenlighten, but no more!` How can I prepare my son for a better world ahead when he, & I live in a selfish land!~! I want to say Happy Valentine Day to all those who have a love to share it with, but just remember, this day was a way to express what love means to you!~ Now as a new found artist, a new found artist of the of the spoken word, I want to express what love means to me…

Love…

Love means , life beyond yourself, feeling that you have a long lost extention of your most personal self!~ Love means, confusion in the heart when their is no need for confusion at all.. Love means, understanding for a word, the entraps feelings of anger, hate, joy, pain, happiness, & lust trapped into all of all emotions… Love mean, letting go of something that you have no control of, letting your heart choose the path, that only the heart will follow!~~ Love means, mistakes, mistakes that we all will make to make love more understandable… Love means, Holy Grail, that Holy Grail that was lost, hidden from mankind, & until you find it you will never know what love means…. Rev Ron said it best, God is Love!~

Kingtay I

At A Lost For Words

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    Wisdom (Sanskrit: prajñā, Pāli: paññā)
1. Right view
2. Right intention
      Ethical conduct (Sanskrit: śīla, Pāli: sīla)
3. Right speech
4. Right action
5. Right livelihood
      Mental discipline (Sanskrit and Pāli: samādhi)
6. Right effort
7. Right mindfulness
8. Right concentration

                                                 Look real close to the person next to you, tell me what you see in their eyes, why must life present us with such offers as living or dying? You see me,  well I want to die so the world will remember me!@   What will they remember me as is the question?   A King type person with a natural love for the world around him, who are you to ever question the only true god ever known!@  I have done all, to make all around me happy, but now I am going to be happy with myself!  Look one more time,  look into my eyes,  tell me if you see any weakness in my soul?   If you do, what kind of person would you be to me to let me walk around in this way, in this state of mind!  If you say you love me, would you let me go on this way?

Right Views, Right Thoughts, Right Speech, Right Conduct, Right Livelihood, Right Effort, Right Mindfulness, Right Concentration

(i) There is the case where a monk remains focused on (his/her) body in and of itself … ardent, aware, and mindful … having already put aside worldly desire and aversion.
(ii) (He/she) remains focused on feelings in and of themselves … ardent, aware, and mindful … having already put aside worldly desire and aversion.
(iii) (He/she) remains focused on the mind in and of itself … ardent, aware, and mindful … having already put aside worldly desire and aversion.
(iv) (He/she) remains focused on mental qualities in and of themselves … ardent, aware, and mindful … having already put aside worldly desire and aversion.

This, monks, is called right mindfulness..

 


Kingtay I

The Reason I Am

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                                    Today overwhelm with emotions about the love of my life, right-now I need you to understand the way I feel, I can’t help but feel like my life is ending, I have a slight touch of a panic attack subsiding in my heart.. You see the smile on my face, well for once I can’t smile, I seem to have let my emotions get the best of me today, & I miss my son with a feeling that I can’t even understand.. I wanted nothing more from this world, but for my name sake to be apart of my everything, well if you wanted to hurt me then here you go, I am hurting!@! I have this picture next to the bed, & everyday I look into those eyes of the most loving Prince in the world!~ Today I will expose myself to the world, hoping that you all will embrace my tears of my son, with the thoughts that I am no less of a King! I cry as I write this, something has been taken away from me, I think that it is for all the pain that I have caused another! I truely understand myself, & now I understand that you, my child are hurting too!~ I never meant to cause any pain to someone who does’nt understand these feelings of neglect that I am showing with the help of a most cruel teacher, love!! My son is the only thing that keep me sane, & you want to keep him away from me for what reason!~ I will never harm a hair on his head, & I will never expose him to nothing but a loving enviroment!! I really have been at a lost of words lately, now I know why!~ I miss my son !~ This trip to my soul is not worth missing the best, & only part of my life!! Well, my son when you get old enough to read this, I want you to know first, I apologize for all the pain that I have caused you, & the Queen but my life is another direction, I need you, I need you my child, to understand that your father wants to be your life, I can’t live for your mother, but I can live for you… So if you read this my Queen, you should know that I am falling apart at the seems about my child!@ I want to explain my reasons, but you won’t understand!~ Just know that you have gotten what you wanted, a hurt King!~!@

 DEAR SON

Dear Son, If I could I would change your world for you~ I’d turn the key and set you free, to play on earth’s green land with me Dear Son, If I could I would take your hand and flee We’d ride the clouds, and slide on rainbows~ laughing with eternity Dear Son, There’s not a single day, and not a breath I take~ when you are not on my mind, within the days that I partake Dear Son, If I could I would give your dreams the key~ I’d take your weary place instead, with your hand reaching out to me. Dear Son, We can, and we will take heart, for there is Someone who is near, indwelling in your life too, not asking I exchange with you

Kingtay I

The Temple

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The world of the temple, the world is a temple!@! 

Is the world of the mind? What should I say~,

Do you think the world is just something we have in our minds?

The world of the mind is the temple to worship, who will dare say?

The mind is the most untapped tool given to man,

you have the world in your hands my King, & you my King,

dont use it to the best of its infinite powers!@~

Who are you humans? You live a life of material things~,

they have nothing but bad effects on the soul@! 

Who are you? Who are you My King? How dare you~,

you have the most power ever infused into the a human mind!~!

You have the ability to know right from wrong!

The power to choose, this is best~,

so you can learn the best course for the life that you live, you know the way~ ,

You should just choose the day@@

Change will come my KIng,~ you have to say that you want to impose change in your life!@!

Have you ever been in love? Be in love with the thoughts that you have~,

The mind must be apart of your soul! Do you have a soul My King?

Have you ever been in the midest of the mind of the soul?

Now you may not understand me@~ 

Think!@^@! Use your mind,

intrigue your mind with the thoughts of the love you want to share with the world!~~! 

What you must do, is always enjoy the joy of the mind!~

The mind is of the most worshipful temple“`~~~…  

The Wizard!!

The Sun Will Rise

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Mind is where thoughts stem from and yet after scrutiny one can conclude that apart from thoughts mind does not exist. In the wakeful and dreaming state thoughts are present.But in the deep sleep state, thoughts are not present and therefore the world is not present. There is no physical world independent of thought. The mind projects the world and by withdrawing the mind we may withdraw the world back into ourselves. When the mind is externalised the world is perceived and opposed to it when the mind is internalised the Self is perceived. The best way to internalise the mind is self- enquiry.

Since thoughts arise in the mind we can conclude that the ‘I’ thought in the physical body arises in the mind too. If one takes it from there and investigates one can perceive that the answer to all the questions of ‘Who am I’ and the very thought ‘I’ itself arises from the heart of all. No thought can arise without the ‘I’ and only after the ‘I’ can ‘You’ or ‘He’ come.Therefore whenever a thought arises if one makes it a point to immediately investigate and enquire as to ‘who am I’ or ‘who is thinking these thoughts’ the quest for the ‘I’ will kill all other thoughts and the enquiry for the ‘I’ will lead the mind inwards towards the heart. Ultimately this ‘I’ enquiry having destroyed all other thoughts will destroy itself just as the stick used to kindle a pyre will ultimately burn.

When mind in this manner becomes absorbed in the heart the ‘ego’ of a man disappears giving way to pure consciousness or the Self. This state in the being is known as true wisdom and the Atman is the only reality. Everything else exists through it and by it.So long as tendencies continue to inhere the mind. It is necessary to continue this enquiry until all tendencies are completely annihilated. When thoughts occur they should be annihilated then and there in their place of origin by the method of enquiry!

Kingtay I

 

True Sun

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                                    Relaxed state of mind, reborn into the mysteries of life!@! Where I been? If I tell you, then I would have to kill you! My mind has been somewhere, in between the clouds on the outside of myself! You can only hope to understand, how have I been? To be honest, I have been taken away to a place I though, did not exsist! Alliens are on earth, & the Egyptians saw this, or saw something that would make them think that it was something otherwise! You see the smile on my face? Well I have seen something, that allows me to smile everyday! The gift of the TRUE SUN, it is just that; it’s a gift not given to everyone!@! The world can only dream of what I must feel in my heart! You see my mind? Learning more everyday-; daily in a fight with myself, I’m happy in my soul, if you could only see my soul; but my mind is lost in a war, & their are no rules in love & war; it’s just things that everyday life is all about! Does that sound strange? Yeah that’s right!@! I have a new understanding for the world around me now!@! Everyday I must admit seems so new to me, time has seem to stop, & the world is passing by so fast! Everyday is a new adventure, everyday reminds me that I am alive! One minute of twenty-four hours, someone will remember you~, will think of you,~ look into my eyes, if you dare, I am the word desire, I will take you to another place! Tell me what you see? Do you think that I am confused anymore , my mind has unlocked the gates, to all of heavens doors!@! Knock & the door shall be open, so your good book said! Ask & it shall be given, so no-more fear , who me? I can’t be scared anymore!@! Made from a family of lost souls, God thank you so much for finding us!@~ I have a deeper sense now, I see the world around me; how I deal with people, is oh so different now, I have done more in this lifetime then most have done in three! I may sound strange to alot of people, but to those who understand me, welcome me home to my soul!@~ 

Kingtay I

Dante’s Inferno

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                                             First, before I write anything, I want the world to know that I have a lot of things on my mind, so now I will practice a little automatic writing, I need to make sense of what I am feeling!@!

                            Some-how I lost my way, traveled to a place where their is no-more.. Who knows of a place? Pain don’t exsist, only the pain of the untapped mind, which causes the most problems! Raising sun, blazing star, will the world be kind enough to let me into her world, lost for a second, time does’nt matter, matters of the heart, what matters the most? I have no understanding, my heart who I have intrusted my path, the path of the birth, the new born child of God. Who know’s of a man? A man who gave his life for a world that did’nt exsist yet?….May the Lord be with me, even when I ask him to come into me no-more! Enter into my mind, a better place, a place where heaven is only a state of mind, allow me to come into a world of my own, the world has no reason to worry about this creature… I am a man of reason, the only thing that keeps me from losing my mind, their are many reasons why!@! The sun shines on the mind of a man, I am also the son of a man, who is also a child of God.. Who can make sense of this? Who will dare say, witness the creation of the world that you so fondly live in, understand all of creation the same as I do. It was not made, you too feel this way? We all are looking for something greater then our SELF, is their anything besides SELF? Show me God, & I will show you a selfish MAN, WOMEN, BOY, or GIRL..Made in the image of a God, & so now I believe that each-time I see a unknown face, I look into a face of a selfish God!@ Show me the way to a life I never had before, open the gates of a love that I never felt before, 72 names for God, I can only with the help of a friend prononce 12! Love your enemies even in times of war, hate is always reversed, to make you feel the love of the others heart…. Where will I go? I have nowhere to go, will life be as unfair to this son, life was all so cruel for THE KING OF THE JEWS!@! I guess I’m done nothing comes to mind anymore, Time Check 20 minutes, not bad for the new found Magician!@!

King James Version: Proverbs Chapter 13

1 A wise son heareth his father’s instruction: but a scorner heareth not rebuke.

2 A man shall eat good by the fruit of his mouth: but the soul of the transgressors shall eat violence.

3 He that keepeth his mouth keepeth his life: but he that openeth wide his lips shall have destruction.

4 The soul of the sluggard desireth, and hath nothing: but the soul of the diligent shall be made fat.

5 A righteous man hateth lying: but a wicked man is loathsome, and cometh to shame.

6 Righteousness keepeth him that is upright in the way: but wickedness overthroweth the sinner.


Kingtay I

The Lesson

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                                         Read the picture, then ask yourself, how did you get here? It seems that I have someone in my court who does not like this King!@! They say that, they are a women with their head on straight. I don’t know this person from a man in the moon, but they want to cyber-bash me for reasons unknown. First let me say that I write to free myself of unstable women like yourself. I am a very open minded person, but to be disrespectful is really like, what! I am glad I don’t know you, if you would have met me about four years ago, I would have one of my girlfriends cut your lips off, & shipped your throat to ya ma-ma for good luck, but that aint me, & I am much more of the lover type now. This is a story about being in love, losing love, & most of all understanding love! You said you had a good man, so why is so much pain in your words? I understand why I use the words that I use, but you babygirl have gotten the wrong vibe from me! Even those who hate me, love me to death, so you really must not know me at all. I must say that I am giving you a lot of energy right-now little lady, you need it! You need some attention lil ma-ma, because your good man is missing out on the best part of you!@! How can I write about someone whose words I only know, well that’s why I am King woman, if you must know!@! I am blessed with all my senses, & these senses allow me to know much more about you, then you about me. You seem fustrated, so tell your good man to give you some!~! I am a jokester,  but tellin jokes I really don’t do a lot, I think I’ll just stick to what I’ve been doing, takin life for whatever it’s worth, & staying away from unstable minded women like yourself. You read one thing, & lost your mind!@! How can you go threw life this way, jumping to conclusions? Open-up your mind, the world is larger then that thing in-between your ears. Who ever you are, I love you, & I hope to hear from you soon my love. Thanks for letting me know that I am not a King, I think I knew that, but since I’m not a King, & nicknames are off limits, then you are not a women with her head on straight!@! Good luck in your travels threw life. May God bless you, with hells fury!@!

Kingtay I

Kiss Me You Fool

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The days seem so long without the touch of your hands, time stands still when I look into your eyes!To feel the voided spaces of a heart left behind, to make a house a home, I can’t do this alone!~! You will never understand the way your lips feel against my skin, if I could only kiss your lips today, then who cares if the world has to end! You need to get here, make me feel love,  give me life, give me love, give me heaven, & tell me about the hell end later! A man needs love, a King needs honor, a Queen needs the tender touch of a King, bring me your heart I will guard it with my life!~ Who can make this fool feel like royality, high on the throne of love I ride with the help of your sweet lips!@! Your lips are so sweet that I can feel life within the soul of your breath. Kiss me you fool!@!  Hypnotised by the mind of a selfish King, how dare you, you who hides his love to reveal the pain of your own heart. Just kiss me fool!@! 

Queen

“Je tiens le secret de vie”

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"Gradatim beatus under"

 " To make their bondage more secure Governments force
religion down the throats of their slaves, and it always suceeds;
those who escape it are but few, therefore their honour is the
greater. When faith perishes, the "Self" shall come into its
own. "

(Austin O. Spare)

                                      Just as the sun rises everyday, so must the same sun set in it’s appointed time! The universe is filled with mysteries that will send the mind into a emotional frenzy. My mind is thinking more lately, & I love it, that devils workshop, standing still thang don’t represent me, or what I stand for now! You can’t look into my eyes now, & not see a man with a soul, & not see a man with a purpose! I have in a short period of time, grown to the point, where I am better at expressing myself, I never let things get to me, & now I am calm beyond understanding, & nothing can shake me!~ It’s strange, I ain’t jumpy anymore, nothing seems to scare me, it’s like I am prepared for the world around me. I use to push things away when I had a bad feeling, but now I embrace it with every inch of my body, & soul! My body as well as my soul has become almost shock resistance to all the abrasiveness of the surrounding ugliness in this world! It’s things out here in this world that make’s me think that it won’t get any better no time soon, but then I look at myself, then I begin to know, that if I can change, so can the world around me for the better!@! I am on a spiritual journey, that won’t end till the death of me, I understand that, the way to the soul is a hell bound trip, with only the fire of the mind to fuel the rocketship of the soul! Day by day I see myself  becoming a little more out of the ordinary, but I will not live my life like no-one else, even if it kills me! Since the begining of time man has takin this journey of the soul with great joy of heart & mind, I have not of lately read any books that had anything to do with man looking to the sky for help from a God up above, I have learned that God is as eternal as the air you breath, man was made from the image of God & to me that spells a lot of trouble for the masses who seem not to know that they hold the keys to the Kingdom of heaven… The title under the picture that I have chosen for the day is Latin, & with all the books I have been reading, they have all had latin phrases in them, & this has made me, make my own latin phrase up, to represent myself! "Gradatim beatus under" which means "Great beyond understanding", if you think it, then you are! The only thing that I’ve gotten useful from the Bible, was that the world was created by the word alone, & that word was God!~ Without the word, their would be no God! Figure that out!~ In my mind it means that whatever you speak, you speak into being!@! How would you say that the people of old explained things that seem common knowledge to you, & I? Your words are powerfull, they have the power to heal, & harm depending on you! So do you heal, or harm with the words you speak? The title of this post means the most to me, it’s in French to help me understand French, so that I can give my Haitian girlfriend a piece of my mind!~ "Je tiens le secret de vie" which means " I hold the secret to life". So as I bring this to a close, I should let the world know that, I Kingtay hold the secret to life, & I will hold this secret close to my heart till the day I die, I will share it with you if you want me too, but I can’t reveal it to someone undeserving!@! I will give you a clue!~ You can find the secret to life, where you find your face in the bathroom!~!~!

Kingtay I

Do Not Block My Path

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I can see the sun peeking threw clouds,

 In my mind enters the mystery of life beyond myself!

I feel the envy of the sun,

as it looks into mans heart, with an open heart!

 Why must man be a proud creature?

Why must I have this great understanding of the world around me?

 All the things that seem float pass the mind of another,

I understand!!

 May we all grasp with great understanding,

the power of the mind, & it’s dreams!

 Who will dare stand in the way? 

Your path was chosen,

so you only create road blocks for yourself!

What is man?

From ashes to ashes, dust to dust! 

All the water in the body hardens to a clay!

Let the water in your body soften your soul.

 Everyday a new adventure, just listen to your heart of hearts!

Please get out the way, of another trying to make progress!

 Never stop progress, that’s the true measure of a man!!!

 Can see clearly?

Now open up your other eye! 

With perception as your only guide!

 Where will it guide you?

These are the thoughts of a madd man,

Who will dare call themselves insane?

Madd, that middle ground between being insane, &  being a genius,

Madd, I will not be angry anymore,

that’s what the word means to me!

Never try to stand in the way of any man, woman, or child,

that’s why we have so much conflict in this world!

Make a way, come through with a smile,

the path of the soul, was all worth while!

Can you feel your soul gleem?

It’s time to make things a lot better,

the way you start is with self!


Today is King day & we as blacks should feel a lot of joy from this man,who gave his life for you. Who will you give your life for? Even I don’t know, if I would risk my life for some of ya’ll! Everyday the fight is on for a better humanity, so which side are you on? Look deep within yourself, let the world know what you found!@!

Kingtay I

 

Testing Love

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                              Note this, I watch your every move, I hear the tone in your voice each time you speak to me! I heard the way you inhale & exhale when you are angry! I feel things from deep within, to let me know how you’re feeling! This testing of love to me, is what love is made out of! When things are good, then love is the best gift a person can receive, but when things go wrong, do you run away from a love that you have fought so hard for? Right-now love is being tested from everyone around you!! The question I want to ask is, after it is said, & done, will you love the same as before? Today, I have a lot of feeling running threw my soul, this person who I love, I think will not love me the same from this day forward! We ran into a problem, something personal about me came to the forefront, & now I feel that our love will not be the same! Just to get it out there, I have never been so happy with just one person! I use to think that I had to have two to three women around me at all times to balance out the room!~! Thanks to a special someone, I am happy just being with her!~! She is the most unexplainable woman I know, but that’s the fun part to me!~! To those who read this, & know me well, they would say that this woman has put some sort of root or spell on me; she is Haitian, if that makes any difference!@!  It’s true, I am happy just going home, watching a movie, talking about nothing, or just watching her cook, or maybe I should say, watching her experiment with food!!! This question has been asked before; Is one women ever going to be enough for me? I have a answer for all those who want to know!@! One women for me is enough right-now in my life, I have some trust issues with some people from my past, these trust issues will not allow me to have to many people in my realm for a while to come! Looking back, I really don’t believe those who said they loved me!~ I have gained a new found respect for the word, & how it is used when in reference to the way you feel about me !@~ Right-now, I could care less if I never saw some of the faces from my past, some of you have scared me for life, & love should not hurt!~! I am a simple man, who only needs simple things, so that we don’t misunderstand each-other, my most basic needs are being address!@! There’s nothing that anyone can do for me right-now, that my love has not already sought to!~! I see you reading this, you seem shocked, your lip is dragging the floor, but it’s ok, I know it’s a hard pill to swallow!~! Questions may come to mind like; why was I not enough? Why did you ask things of me, that you didn’t ask of another? The answer is simple to me & it stays in my mind as well! Do you really want to know the answer? The answer is; that somethings should not be said. Everyone wants control over the heart, when the heart is the most predictable muscle in the body. It must beat to stay alive, & if you have no means of making that person you so call in love with, heart skip a beat or two, then you should really work harder on the love that you are giving! You have got to get into that persons mind as well, this is not a easy job to do, & most of the people you come to grow fond of, don’t find pleasure in someone digging into their mind!~ Me, myself, I will welcome you to my mind, but enter at your own risk, when you want a piece of this tool of mine, I can make you feel a lot of things that words can’t express!@! Is he crazy? The question most associated with me, but it don’t make me mad anymore because, me being crazy to you comes from your lack of understanding of this man, & not men in general! My love is being tested & I will not lose!~

Love is a basic dimension of human experience that is variously conveyed as a sense of tender affection, an intense attraction, the foundation of intimacy and good interpersonal chemistry, willing self-sacrifice on behalf of another, and as an ineffable sense of affinity or connection to nature, other living beings, or even that which is unseen. It manifests itself in feelings, emotion, behavior, thoughts, perception and attitude. It influences, underlies and defines major patterns in interpersonal relationships and self-identification.

Kingtay I

King For A day

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                                                 The greatest gift a man can get is a son, a man child to trace his link to the world from this day forward. I am most proud of my Prince, who will be King in the days to follow my demise!! Today & everyday from this day forward, January 11th will be the day that Kingtay II, will be King for a day!! It will be Kingtay II day, where the world will have to bow at the feet of the soon to be King!! The day my son was born, I was a changed man, the day I looked into his eyes for the first time, I felt he knew who I was, & what I will be to him in his lifetime! I’m sure, or so I’ve been told, that a childs first words will be da-da, but the day he said my name, & understood who I was, it made me most proud of the man I was, & the man that I am!@! I looked at my son yesterday, I heard him calling his mother’s name, & with great joy I raised him up & kissed his lips, to show him that he is well on his way of becoming a great man, & great King!~! I have to make him a good man, better then his father could ever be! To others it’s just a small thing, but to me, it’s a small thing of a greater picture! That’s what life is made of!@! If you put all the small things in you life together, & you made a collage, you would have a more priceless picture then the Mona Lisa!~! I’m starting to look at the days that I am missing him grow-up, & I think that it’s a shame, but what can you do when you can’t get along with his mother, the Queen? My son is the most adorable child you would ever want to meet, a very attentive young fellow, who seems to have his eyes on the prize at all times!@! I did talk to his mother yesterday, so that she understood that this is my child also, & you must release him to me, to raise him in the fashion that I see fit!@! Well being that I have a strange system of thinking, she agreed to disagree with me for now, but I would love to have joint custody of my most lovable Prince. This is my first biological child, although I have been step-dad many of days, but today, I am a father, with a son that needs me!%! Not that I have anything against little girls, but I am hard on women, & to think of me with a little girl, would most-likely break me down!@! I enjoy sports & I can wait till my son is old enough to throw a football better then Mike Vick! So today, I bow in affection of my son, the King for the day, the King of my world & the maker of my royal families destiny!!

~Something to keep in mind my Prince~

The Dhammapada

~ Chapter 1 ~
The Twin-Verses {Yamaka-vaggo}

1:1. All that we are is the result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts, it is made up of our thoughts. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him, as the wheel follows the foot of the ox that draws the carriage.

1:2. All that we are is the result of what we have thought: it is founded on our thoughts, it is made up of our thoughts. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him.

Kingtay I

 

A Letter To The King

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Dear King,

                                             My King , I am writing this letter to express the way that I am feeling right-now! I need my husband here with me!@! I know that you are on a expedition of your soul, so first I want to say, I love you, & I miss you! Life without you my King, has not been all that I thought it would be! I see our son, Kingtay II, growing so fast that it seems he will be a youngman soon, taking on great adventures like father, I see his path of life, very much in the same as I see your’s my King! You are missing a great work of art, you son is a great little Prince! I am really writing this letter to tell you of my heart! My heart is feeling heavy, my mind is in a whirlwind!~! The emotions I feel, I really can’t explain, but what I do know is that this Kingdom is very lonely without you my King! Don’t let anyone destroy what we have build! Their are those who stand on the side, trying to gain entry to your heart & I can’t let this go on! You are a wise man my King, so why are you acting like you don’t have any sense? You being a man of knowledge, why must uneducated conflict come to us? You have shown me much about life, so why are you trying to kill my exsistance? I have lived for you, you are all I truely know, everyone I come in contact with, has on their minds, the keys to our Kingdom! You must return to me my King, for the sake of my mind, & for the sake of our Kingdom! Nobody understands me like you my King, nobody makes me feel like you do my King! Do you even know why you are King? If you don’t know, then you should’nt be King in the first place!@! You are a man of wisdom & with all due respect I need you to act that way! I know that you have already expressed to me that you will never return to this Kingdom again, but you have a little Prince here who needs you, & needs to be with his father!! You are all he has in this world of false prophets, the Jester can only keep him occupied for moments at a time, before he wants his father!@! Are you happy with the love that you have stolen away from me? Do you feel as if you were fair to me, to leave me to fill this Kingdom with love? You should send a message to me as soon as you can, to let me know if you are Ok or not! It has been a while & I need to know if you are Ok! I love you my King & I need you to fill this Kingdom with the infinite love of your heart & soul….

King James Version: Psalms Chapter 13

1 How long wilt thou forget me, O LORD? for ever? how long wilt thou hide thy face from me?

2 How long shall I take counsel in my soul, having sorrow in my heart daily? how long shall mine enemy be exalted over me?

3 Consider and hear me, O LORD my God: lighten mine eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death;


Your’s Truely,

Queen

New Born King

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"Respect all men: Fear God, Honor the king."

                     

                              "Yesterday is gone, tommorow is coming regardless, today a new King is born!" After all the research I have done to understand religion, I have come to a problem! The problem I am having has to do with, the resurrection of the soul! Well if you have been really reading this, you would see that this King has been on a journey of the soul! My soul is alive, with the joy of a light that it has never seen before! My mind is understanding things that I never thought I would comprehend! I have a almost child-like feeling when I look at the world around me now, I guess it’s that Virgin in me, that’s making everything seem new to me! That’s the way I should live through my sign I guess, like everything in this world is new to me!! Life I have found is not about what you know, who you know, or even what you have! It’s all about what you understand!! The way that I have taught my mind to input information, should be something on the Sci-Fi channel! Never have I felt so alive, so alert, & so calm at the same time~! Things are out the ordinary in my life right-now, but I can’t complain, I’m happy! I see through a whole new set of eyes & mind-frame! This in a sense is teaching me to look at the world differently, I feel like I am on the outside looking in & it don’t feel strange!! Everything should really be the other way around I know, but what I am suppose to do? I feel good about it! I feel like the universe has allowed me to enter her realms, & now I am truely apart of the world around me!~! I feel as if I have been ressurected, initiated into the mysteries of life! I got something that no Priest, no Preacher, no Minister, & no Mason could ever give me, I have resurrected my soul without the help of anyone! I have took my 40 days & 40 nights of this journey in my mind alone & I became victor, & I became the King of the Kingdom of my soul. The throne that I have build is filled with gold rose peddles of love for myself, the floor is a mosaic of black & white checkers, warning me of the good & evil that I will encounter! You have no idea how hard it was to grasp a true understanding & meaning of the things around you!! People understand, that people are going to come, & go in your life, all I want in my life is to stay on pace with the universe, so that I can track the stars until the end of this Kingdom!@!


1 Kings 3


9) Therefore give to Your servant an understanding heart to judge Your people, that I may discern between good and evil. For who is able to judge this great people of Yours?”

Kingtay I


 

The Meaning of Freedom

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                                                  My King today is the day that I will grant your freedom!! Freedom my lord, is the understanding that you have nothing else to lose. Once you have come to a point where you have nothing else to lose, then you have the world to gain. The world sits at your feet right now my Lord, for you to mold it, & shape it into whatever your heart most desires! Freedom of the mind is all that you have ever asked, so now that your mind is free, will you ever let anyone enslave your mind again? The greatest gift God gave man was the ability to choose!! You always have options my King, thats what makes you free, that’s what makes you a man!! Since the begining of time man has always enslaved man, the only thing that keeps you from being a slave is your mind!! If you let someone enslave your mind, then your body is sure to follow! How does it feel to be a slave to the people my King? Free of all pain, I Wizard will walk this road with you so that you can see through me, the power of freedom. Do you know how many people died for you to be free my King? So that you can be free to choose your own path!! The path to heaven of the mind is a rocky one, one step on the wrong stone & a mountain of pebbles rain in your path! My King you have taken great steps, gone through many trials to learn yourself!! That is a great freedom within itself!! Your heart is free to love again, & your mind is free to understand again!! You should be able to see the difference in yourself, you have lost your mind to gain a better understanding of the world around you!! Don’t worry what anyone thinks of you, you are King & all your subjects must bow at your feet!! They must bow out of the respect that you have shown, & the lessons that you have taught! It’s real hard for people to understand that they are here for a reason, & a season only! The reason is up to you my King, the season is up to them! You can not have rule over both my King!! Before I leave you my King I will give you a gift, & that gift is the mystery of the sun!! The Sun holds the greatest mystery of life, the sun in it’s appointed time rises & sets regardless!! The sun always shine whether clouds hender you from seeing it or not!! The sun is always there, shining with great luster!! The Mystery is, regardless if anyone can see it or not my King, you shine with the luster of a great life, but remember that it is only for a appointed time, then you must set, so that you can rise again to show the world your great light!!

Psychological freedom,the ability to make the choice to not be afraid of failure in its most basic form.


The Wizard

The Password

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Judgement Day

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                                                           Today is the day that I, King, pass judgement on myself, for the betterment of myself, I am always the first to say something about others judging me, & now with my tarot journey coming to an end, the next to last thing I must do is, pass judgement on myself! My past I can’t complain about because I asked for whatever I got! First I will start with my childhood which was good if I may say so myself, grew-up in some projects called Eagan Homes on the west-side of Atlanta, graduated from Benjamin E Mays High school, this is where I got no education, I must admit that if it was not for football, & baseball I would have dropped out of school. At seventeen I joined the U.S Navy because my mother on graduation night told me that, I had 30 days to get out her house because, at the time I had not made any plans to go to college, & my job at Six Flags over Ga. could not take care of a man. My mom thinks I am bitter with her about that, & I am, but the truth is that I am bitter because she did not prepare me for life as a man. Being a single mother, I was the man of the house at age 13, but I never had to pay a bill. In the service is where I learned Karma Sutra, & after reading that book, that made me a loner, who did not like to be alone!! I’ve been married two times, with one biological child from my second marriage, seeing my son born was a eye opening experience. After the service I did what any young black male would do, being 22 years old, 4 years in the service, I decided that I was going to work for myself, so I started selling drugs, the money was good, being a military man the government had trained me to be a good hustler & thief. This is where I learned about life, & the company you keep!! I was bad for your health, I would laugh & joke with you, smoke your weed with you, & rob you before the blunt was out of rotation! I joined the service, but I was pure street!! After I had enough of the bull, I did some soul searching at age 28 & I found a better side of myself!! I found that I could be caring & loving!! Now this is around the time that I learned about women!!! You better believe that I am a late bloomer!! My first real girlfriend, at lease so I say because all those high school love affairs & during the time that I was in the service did’nt prepare me for the lessons that a hooker taught me! Her name was Crystal, & she was a  prostitute, a young pretty lady who showed me that I could have anything I want, believe me it was’nt a love affair by a long shot, but the lessons of love & life had my nose wide open, & the money did’nt hurt, she paid me well! After this I manage to get myself a couple of girlfriends! This is where I learned  the difference between sex & love making!! I stayed with them for a year, & we damn near had a threesome every weekend! Then I woke up & I got married the second time. I’m not saying I did’nt like it because even with dealing with me now, if you don’t like women we may have a problem later in the relationship! Getting married the second time taught me how to share, I married one of the most sharing women in Atlanta, she gave me the child that I wanted, & it was a Man-Child@!! (I want to thank my wife for my son)

  Today I work for a concret company, still married, but on the rocks, she don’t love who I am, so I let her alone!!~ I love to write, life is all about what you make it, & I am doing the best with what I got. I am still a loner, that loves to have fun, my son is 1 years old & he is my reason for living!! I read all the time, & religion seems to be my calling because, I like all the sacred texts. My mind is the most valued tool to me right-now, because I just learned how to use it!! God is what I’m looking for up there in the clouds of my thoughts. In search of that eternal god that I want to find & fall in love with!! Learning everyday how to love myself, today I suffer from low self esteem that i got from all my lost loves! Everybody seems to know what I am worth, I am just learning how to define myself!! I have a genuine lust for life, but what I have notice is that when people see that, they try to bring you down!! I won’t let anyone kill my spirit no-more! Today I’m good, I live through my God & not through man’s creatures!!

“Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.'’
“There is no Law beyond Do what thou wilt.'’
“The word of the Law is Velhma.'’
Velhma–Thelema–means Will.

The Key to this Message is this word-Will. The first obvious meaning of this Law is confirmed by antithesis; “The word of Sin is Restriction.'’

Again: “Thou hast no right but to do thy will. Do that and no other shall say nay. For pure will, unassuaged of purpose, delivered from the lust of result, is every way perfect.'’

Take this carefully; it seems to imply a theory that if every man and every woman did his and her will–the true will–there would be no clashing. “Every man and every woman is a star,'’ and each star moves in an appointed path without interference. There is plenty of room for all; it is only disorder that creates confusion.

From these considerations it should be clear that “Do what thou wilt'’ does not mean “Do what you like.'’ It is the apotheosis of Freedom; but it is also the strictest possible bond.

Do what thou wilt–then do nothing else. Let nothing deflect thee from that austere and holy task. Liberty is absolute to do thy will; but seek to do any other thing whatever, and instantly obstacles must arise. Every act that is not in definite course of that one orbit is erratic, an hindrance. Will must not be two, but one.

Note further that this will is not only to be pure, that is, single, as explained above, but also “unassuaged of purpose.'’ This strange phrase must give us pause. It may mean that any purpose in the will would damp it; clearly the “lust of result'’ is a thing from which it must be delivered.

But the phrase may also be interpreted as if it read “with purpose unassuaged'’–i.e., with tireless energy. The conception is, therefore, of an eternal motion, infinite and unalterable. It is Nirvana, only dynamic instead of static–and this comes to the same thing in the end.

The obvious practical task of the magician is then to discover what his will really is, so that he may do it in this manner, and he can best accomplish this by the practices of Liber Thisarb (see Equinox I(7), p. 105) or such others as may from one time to another be appointed.

Thou must (1) Find out what is thy Will. (2) Do that Will with a) one-pointedness, (b) detachment, (c) peace.

Then, and then only, art thou in harmony with the Movement of Things, thy will part of, and therefore equal to, the Will of God. And since the will is but the dynamic aspect of the self, and since two different selves could not possess identical wills; then, if thy will be God’s will, Thou art That.

There is but one other word to explain. Elsewhere it is written– surely for our great comfort–“Love is the law, love under will.'’

This is to be taken as meaning that while Will is the Law, the nature of that Will is Love. But this Love is as it were a by-product of that Will; it does not contradict or supersede that Will; and if apparent contradiction should arise in any crisis, it is the Will that will guide us aright. Lo, while in The Book of the Law is much of Love, there is no word of Sentimentality. Hate itself is almost like Love! “As brothers fight ye!'’ All the manly races of the world understand this. The Love of Liber Legis is always bold, virile, even orgiastic. There is delicacy, but it is the delicacy of strength. Mighty and terrible and glorious as it is, however, it is but the pennon upon the sacred lance of Will, the damascened inscription upon the swords of the Knight-monks of Thelema.

Love is the law, love under will.

Kingtay I

The Day of the Sun

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  • Optimism —– Expansion —– Being radiant —– Good feelings
  • Enlightenment —– Vitality —– Innocence —– Non criticism
  • Assurance —– Energy —– Personal power —– Happiness
  • Splendor —– Brilliance —– Joy —– Enthusiasm

                                                  Have you ever seen the sun rise on a cloudy day? Have you ever felt the rays of the sun energize your soul with a brilliance that everyone can see? Today is a great day for this Kingdom! The Kingdom of my soul which I am speaking of, feels free, alive, & grand, because I have made common sense my good judgement! Your majesty is sitting high on his throne, my crown, I feel is adorn with the stone work of a master. All I needed was for life to assure me of the life ahead & to let me know whats next to come in my world, I don’t have any more doubts, "I am free"! This King can’t begin to explain the splendor that I feel, how best can I explain that great light I feel coming from my soul, you would’nt understand! Glory to Venus, the Goddess of love, who walked with me hand & hand through this journey, the journey to find my soul has been a strange one, but true understanding & acceptance are the keys that I have learned too, the up’s & downs of the heart & soul. I feel joy in my heart, I don’t feel any hate anymore for myself, or for other people, its alot of people who I would say don’t love me & never did. I have a better understanding of my life & the people in my life, & how powerful my mind is when it set it sights on something beautiful! Victory is all I can feel because, I did’nt let my mind overpower my heart, success in a struggle has made me a better King! I must admit that for the last week, I have felt confused, a range of emotions have came into my view & now I can say that I see clearly with those emotions as my guide. Severity is a good word to desribe the punishment that I feel I inflicted upon myself for the sake of learning myself, & my true nature. Mercy was declared on me, & for the most part, I have a great alleviation of stress, this freedom of stress almost seems to make my feet feel light! I feel good about this year, I expect the best, my goals are simple to the point, that I can reach them, with time to find more of myself in the process! The royal treatment I receive, who could ask for anything more, with more of the royal treatment to come, I greet it, &  I greet my heart with open arms to the new found love of life with a life, that loves life!! My wise outlook, plan, or course of action is going to be the definition of Wisdom that dreams are made of! My life, up until this day, the day of the sun, has felt like a dream world!! If I may say so myself, sometimes I let my imagination get the best of me! But the cold hard truth is that I have, with a smile on my face, but gritting my teeth have let my imagination run free, hell that’s how I started this blog. I know I am not a King, & judging by the way that I view myself sometimes, this King in the times of old, would have been hung by his royal subjects of his court. I don’t care if you like me, this is who I am, a King in the eyes of most, so from this day forward, I will with zeal in my heart, view myself as such. This story, if you want to call it that, has been the most enlightenment in my world so far! I have traveled the world, but nothing, compares to the lessons you teach yourself, & to the lessons that you learn at home!! So when you see me, bow your head to a self proclaim King, Prince Adept of the spirit, Lord of the living Soul, because baby, you just met royalty!@!

Sura # 91 ash Shams: The Sun 

By the sun and his brightness, And the moon when she followeth him,  And the day when it revealeth him,  And the night when it enshroudeth him,  And the heaven and Him Who built it,  And the earth and Him Who spread it, And a soul and Him Who perfected it , And inspired it (with conscience of) what is wrong for it and (what is) right for it.  He is indeed successful who causeth it to grow, And he is indeed a failure who stunteth it.  (The tribe of) Thamud denied (the truth) in their rebellious pride, When the basest of them broke forth  And the messenger of Allah said: It is the she-camel of Allah, so let her drink! But they denied him, and they hamstrung her, so Allah doomed them for their sin and raised (their dwellings). He dreadeth not the sequel (of events).

Kingtay I

Moon Magic

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  • Lack of clarity —– Tension —– Doubt —– Fantasy
  • Deception —– Psychological conflict —– Obscured vision
  • Confusion —– Illusion —– Fear —– Imagination —– Worry
  • Romanticism —– Anxiety —– Apprehension —– Unrealistic ideas

"The day you were born my King, the moon was a new Moon "

 

 Friday   
 5 September 1975      Eastern Daylight Time         

                         SUN
        Begin civil twilight       6:48 a.m.                
        Sunrise                    7:14 a.m.                
        Sun transit                1:36 p.m.                
        Sunset                     7:59 p.m.                
        End civil twilight         8:24 p.m.                

                         MOON
        Moonset                    7:02 p.m. on preceding day
        Moonrise                   7:00 a.m.                
        Moon transit               1:25 p.m.                
        Moonset                    7:42 p.m.                
        Moonrise                   8:11 a.m. on following day

New Moon - The Moon’s unilluminated side is facing the Earth. The Moon is not visible (except during a solar eclipse).The new phase of the moon begins when the moon is hidden from sight due to the earth’s position between the sun and the moon. No sunlight is reflected back down to us from the moon’s surface. This phase is sometimes mistaken for the Black Moon, which directly precedes it. The New Moon and all it’s accompanying characteristics can be relevant from three days after the darkest point of the moon.

Name: Kingtay
September 5 1975
3:18 PM Time Zone is EDT
Atlanta, GA

Rising Sign is in 23 Degrees Sagittarius
You are known for being open, frank, outgoing and honest. At times, though, you are also blunt and quite indiscreet. Others have to learn not to take everything you say personally, because you usually do not mean any harm. You appreciate living your life in a straightforward and simple manner — you dislike social niceties and consider them to be hindrances to real communication. You have lots and lots of energy and tend to become quite restless if you feel confined. You demand the freedom to do as you choose — you must be self- directed or you feel trapped and anxious. With your abundant energy, you enjoy being outdoors, and you should be attracted to physical exercise or to those forms of sport which can help you burn off some of that excess energy. Very gregarious, you love to socialize — your innate enthusiasm livens up any gathering.

Sun is in 12 Degrees Virgo.
Extremely careful and cautious by nature, you value neatness and order above all else. You rigorously practice very high standards of living and conduct and you demand the same of everyone with whom you come into contact. At times, you are so supercritical that you are merely nit-picky. You are very good at practical skills and quite handy with tools of all kinds. You are also greatly concerned with hygiene, cleanliness and personal health problems. Very likely your health is much better than you think it is — don’t worry so much! Extremely methodical and analytical, you are a perfectionist — this makes you the perfect person to carry out highly detailed, precise operations. But, at times, you pay so much attention to details that you lose sight of the larger issues.

Moon is in 12 Degrees Virgo.
You tend to be serious-minded but cheerful for the most part. You need tasks that engage both your mind and your hands. A careful worker, you enjoy making things. You are neat and orderly, and are very concerned with good health habits. Fastidious to the extreme, you cannot tolerate messes and will immediately clean them up. Reserved, shy, and very self-critical, you tend to be very hard on yourself. You usually will go out of your way to be helpful and useful to others. Practical, reliable, efficient and conservative, at times you are a bit of a prude. You are known to lead a simple, uncomplicated, frugal, methodical and unemotional lifestyle. You are devoted and caring to those you love.

Mercury is in 08 Degrees Libra.
You are known for not jumping to conclusions about things. You tend to weigh all possible choices very carefully before making a decision. When in the slightest amount of doubt, you will compromise rather than ruffle any feathers. You are a true raconteur of culture and taste — your ideas and opinions are neat, elegant and refined. A born diplomat, you dislike discord so much that you will go out of your way to make others feel comfortable and at ease. You speak softly and pleasantly.

Venus is in 28 Degrees Leo.
You have a striking, regal appearance and demeanor that attracts others to you. Your friendship is highly sought and you tend to take friendships quite seriously — you remain loyal and true to those to whom you are attached. For you, love is mixed with pride and respect. Relationships are over when you lose respect for your partner. Be careful of a tendency to relate only to those who make you look good — the powerful, important and influential. This can lead to arrogance and selfishness, and neither of these qualities becomes you.

Mars is in 12 Degrees Gemini.
Your energies get turned on quickly whenever anything interests you. But you have a very short attention span and it is difficult for you to complete tasks because something else more interesting always seems to be beckoning. You love to debate and argue, usually in a spirit of friendly disagreement. But watch out that you do not get too overly aggressive or antagonistic or others will be quick to take offense where none may have really been intended. You need to be in constant physical motion — sports or daily exercise is a must for you if you are to feel fit and healthy.

Jupiter is in 23 Degrees Aries.
The way that you grow and develop is by being an uncompromising individualist. You have a great need to be yourself and to explore your latent talents and abilities. Do not be afraid to let yourself go and develop self-confidence and pride in your accomplishments. But try not to become so self-centered that you ignore the needs of others. Also, you may have to build up your self-discipline in order to focus your energies properly.

Saturn is in 28 Degrees Cancer.
The most important issue for you is emotional security. You have a deep and gnawing fear that those on whom you depend for emotional support will prove to be unreliable in the long run. When you are unloved and insecure, you distrust others and tend to feel isolated and lonely. Very cool, detached and objective, you can be counted on — in situations that are inherently stressful or full of tension — not to lose your self- control. That is a great and welcome gift at such times.

Uranus is in 29 Degrees Libra.
You, as well as your entire peer group, have a very free, unstable and unconventional approach to relationships and emotional commitments. You will be attracted to experiments in marriage and shared lifestyles. Personal freedom is more important to you than entangling emotional bonds. In the realm of art and aesthetics, you are attracted to the bizarre, shocking and unusual.

Neptune is in 09 Degrees Sagittarius.
You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."

Pluto is in 08 Degrees Libra.
For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society’s attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments — they will not be entered into lightly.

N. Node is in 24 Degrees Scorpio.
You have a special aptitude for working by yourself, or with a like-minded group of dedicated individuals. Once you’ve committed yourself to a person or group or project, your loyalty and devotion are total until the group’s goals have been realized. Not at all gregarious by nature, you’re uncomfortable around strangers, greatly preferring to be in known and familiar situations. Others may regard you as shy or eccentric, but those who know you well are aware of the intense loyalty that you have to your friends. 

Sura 54: Qamar or the Moon

The Hour (of Judgment) is nigh, and the moon is cleft asunder. But if they see a Sign, they turn away, and say, "This is (but) transient magic." They reject (the warning) and follow their (own) lusts but every matter has its appointed time. There have already come to them Recitals wherein there is (enough) to check (them), Mature wisdom;- but (the preaching of) Warners profits them not. Therefore, (O Prophet,) turn away from them. The Day that the Caller will call (them) to a terrible affair,They will come forth,- their eyes humbled - from (their) graves, (torpid) like locusts scattered abroad, Hastening, with eyes transfixed, towards the Caller!- "Hard is this Day!", the Unbelievers will say. Before them the People of Noah rejected (their apostle): they rejected Our servant, and said, "Here is one possessed!", and he was driven out.

The Wizard(@)(@)

                       

All I know

Filed under: Shaah-Taali

Waking-up,
my mind can’t feel anything that makes any sense,
the way I feel paranoid changes,
this is far from heaven sent.
I walk with mind running slow motion transcendent,
as the walls close in to fast,
for me to even comprehend it,
Will it ever end? This life is full of sin!
Must sin start the blend?
As my mind spins in wind. This pain I want to end,
from the mountains to the sands,
you hold life in your hands,
why must man be a man?
All I know is love,
the colorful array of water in the fire,
desire of the wind, that blows from a liar.
Can you hear the voice,
the sweet sound of that perfect choice,
the kiss of that virgins lips ,
so strong with no force.
I love my black queens, so sweet and they know,
from the start to the end,
I bow, because you all that I know! 

Shaah-Taali

.طالعهشاہ  

"King of the Rising Star"

The Rising Star

Filed under: King

    Calmness —– Free-flowing love —– Trust Tranquility —– Peace of mind —– Pure essence Hope —– Serenity —– Inspiration —– Generosity Thinking positive —– Joy —– Faith —– Regeneration

Good will —– Optimism —– Harmony —– Renewal of forces

 

 

                                                                        Look into my eyes, don’t get confused by these pretty brown eyes, I want you to really tell me what you see! Can you really see the man that I am?  I look into the eyes of everyone I meet, & I see that person, I want to know if anyone see’s me as the person I am or do you see that star quality that I have in my eyes? Born to be great beyond anything you could ever imagine!~! At a lost for words, my word & my balls are all I have!~! I won’t break them for no-one, trust is a hard pill to swallow for me so indeed I demand your trust!~! I’m right on pace with the new year as far as my goals go,  I just hate the fact that the day before the new year, I feel all conflicted in my heart. I don’t want to spend this coming of the new year alone, but it was made that way, made that way to make me a stronger person, or at lease I say that to myself to make myself feel a little better for the time being!! The rising of this star is going to be something for the world to take note of. I trust in my God alone to show me the way to heavens realm, I trust in my God so that in every situation that comes to me I understand what my God wants to happen to me, I understand that is was written that way only for me & for me only!`! In love with a God, who at any turn of his magic hand can make me feel pain as if that was the plan from the get-go! I won’t take any pain into 2007, only joy in my heart will follow me from here-on. I went to see my son today & he did make me feel a little better about myself as a man, he smiled. he hugged me & made me feel like he missed me, I know he has missed me & I the same for him!! I love that dude & I am not going to be a dead beat dad!! The Queen well that’s a different story, she was cool, with just a slight touch of bitch in her today, but I dont expect her to be nice to me. I can’t look back so I’ve been told by my soul, & I won’t look back because my God asked of me to take this journey of a new life no questions asked!~! I follow this guide, this guide of my mystic soul, as if it was the star leading the way to the light of a new world to come! I’m sad, but that don’t stop the fact that my life is what I want it to be with no interference from no-one but God!~! I am very passionate about this path that I have chosen for myself, or should I say the path that I allowed to come into my soul by quieting my mind! A dreamer which I have always been, my dreams now makes me feel like I should have followed my heart a long time ago & things would have been a whole lot differently! I would’nt want to change too much in my life, it has been a great learning of life, love & a dose of reality all in one breath!! To those that know me, Happy New Year, but 2006 maybe the last year for those that I will chose to leave behind. It’s not you, it’s me! My New Year, the whole year of 2007, will be spend in solitude with my Priestess, I will allow her to judge, & hear my most humble confessions without the fear of losing a love because she looks at me differently behind something I said from my heart!! I am a unique man, mystic by the words of most, I speak from a higher source, only a understanding of the stars will help you grasp a better understanding of me! Well now it’s time to get to it, Happy New Year to all, & I look forward to tellin more of the adventures of this King, your King, King of the Unknown! 

"Great souls have wills; feeble ones have only wishes." Chinese Proverb

"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will."
Mahatma Gandhi

Frederick Douglass

Those who profess to favor freedom and yet depreciate agitation, are people who want crops without ploughing the ground; they want rain without thunder and lightning; they want the ocean without the roar of its many waters. The struggle may be a moral one, or it may be a physical one, or it may be both. But it must be a struggle. Power concedes nothing without a demand; it never has and it never will.